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Pandora2

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Apr 25 '02

Mama Bear tried to post this several times and her computer keeps shutting down before she can send it so she emailed this to me:

Have any of you ever seen your own ghost? Over the last few months, someone else has been visiting, she looks just like me.
The first time this happened, I was looking down, helping my oldest put her winter boots on before walking her to her bus-stop and something caught my eye down the hall. I looked up just in time to see a woman going from my bedroom to the bathroom. I saw the backside of her, long hair done the same way mine is when it's that length, and she was wearing a long summer dress that I have hanging in my closet. My Tina-Marie looked at me, very strange look and put her hand on my cheek and said "It's ok mama" in a horror movie, pet semetary kinda Gage style... Freaked me right out as I hadn't said anything to her at all...
I've seen her as I'm doing laundry in the basement, she comes down the stairs and again, all I can see is her backside, I've seen her as I sat in my kitchen while she turned from the entrance to go down the hall to the bedrooms...
It's the stangest thing and I'm getting Kim to post this for me because every single time I've gotten to the end (on the board), my computer resets itself, why? I don't know but it's weird as hell! Right now, my speakers to the computer are making a static noise so I'm emailing before this thing resets on me again!
Nancy
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KellKell

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Apr 26 '02

OMG Nancy!

I'm thinking this is a doppleganger, but I can't remember for sure. I'm asking around to find out something if I can. I can't find much about the true meaning on the web except for a bit on the movie 'Doppleganger' and a doppleganger as it relates to some of these fantasy monster/magic games (i.e. D&D). Basically what I'm getting so far is that a doppleganger is a 'twin' of oneself. Yikes, I know.

Did your daughter see it too, or did she just *know* you saw something that unnerved you? If you think she saw it or knows about it, try asking her about it in a way that will not frighten. Just say something like "did you see that too?" or "what was that?". Just a thought because she seems to be very in tune with things and perhaps she can shed some light on it...

I'll let you know what else I find...

Kell
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Mama BearX2

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Apr 26 '02

I cannot get over the sh*t that's going on in this house! Last night, after I emailed Kim, I took the dog outside for her duties and while she did her thing, I had a vision of the house burning down and my family and I watching it from outside, yes, good that we were out but OMG, what's happening???
When I went to bed, I heard a noise like someone turning the tap on. I got up and checked every where I have a faucet and NOTHING. Go back to bed, hear it again, get up again, go back to bed again after not finding anything...
This is starting to make me go coo-coo because I don't know what the heck it is... It's like I told Tim this morning when he got home from work, I'm tired, I want to sleep, I'm sick, I NEED to sleep BUT I CAN'T... I've been averaging about 4 hrs per night over the last year and I'm fed up. Is there anyway that you can tune out of this stuff?
I'm trying to get my new cam working but I'm so stupid when it comes to installing "drivers" I guess I'm expecting some little men to pop up and drive the program for me...
I took a picture of a grave that I found last year, the name "Nancy Cecelia Gagne" my name is Nancy Gagne and grandma's name Cecilia... ? Strange huh? The stone was starting to sink in the ground I guess because of the thaw and stuff...
Nancy

[ April 26, 2002: Message edited by: KellKell ]
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mark!spiritkeep

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Apr 26 '02

Mama_bear , ya might go to this site ---read up about " SHIELDING" and grounding etc. and practice , practice , practice...you don't have to be afraid .
http://www.tadma.net/psychic/psybook/index.html[/URL]
-Mark

Connie

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Apr 26 '02

Yes you're right, glad they were all out.
1. Make a fire escape plan the kids can understand.
2. Check your homeowner's policy/renter's insurance and make sure it is paid.
3. Check the wireing, hotwater tank, furnace, etc. for any obvious hazards.

As for getting some sleep before bed talk to your spirits and tell them you need some sleep, please don't disturb you tonight unless it is a life of death emergency.

Here's a little technique that I used to see suggested all the time. I've used it and it seems to relax me to where I sleep better.

After your talk with the spirits. Get comfortable and stay really sill. Shut your eyes and imagine a small pinpoint of white light (that light can be eminateing from any belief that you have to provide protection - the pure love of God, etc.). Shut out everything in your mind except this light and once you've got this in focus, espand that pure light to slowly encompass your entire body to help protect you and keep you safe. You can expand that light as large as you want, covering the people inside, your animals, your entire house.
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Pandora2

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Apr 26 '02

You may also want to play some soft new age music in the background to help you sleep. Block out the noise but low enough you can still hear your children if they need you. ;-)
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Miss Grrl

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Apr 26 '02

Nancy, did this start around the birth of your second daughter?

I looked at the pic you use to post with and I just get the feeling that whatever it is that's happening there is centered around your second daughter.
I agree that you should heed the premanitions and get the house checked and make sure your H/O policy is in order. Make a get out fast bag (clothes shoes, important papers etc) and leave it by the front door. In case you do have the fire or just simply need to "get out fast"...... I know this is freaking the crap out of you, I would be a little intense too! To me it almost seems like you're "viewing" a past life (but not in the sense of like "I was Cleopatra", more like events that took place a few days, weeks, minutes, hours ago) and that's what you see.
I would also try laying a line of salt (sea salt works best) both inside and outside of the house just next to the door (you know that little "lip" you step over to get in and/ore out?)and sage the place.
The key thing to remember is to remain calm! Fear breeds dark and scarey things, plus you can just get a better grip on it if you are calm. As for the sleep part, yes definately try the things people have suggested. You might also want to look into a hotel room or friends place where you can get some uninterupted sleep. The human body, mind, and spirit simply can not function (ghost or no ghost) and that little of sleep! =(

[ April 26, 2002: Message edited by: Miss Grrl ]
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KellKell

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Apr 26 '02

Nancy,

Everyone has good suggestions. =)

I have a few more questions for you in addition to the ones I asked in my previous post...
Did you happen to have a twin sister that you lost? Have you ever tried talking to this image of yourself that you've seen?

I have some more info for you, but I'll post it a little later...

Kell
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sundog

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Apr 26 '02

There is no doubt that something is going on in your house nad it is having serious effects on your health. 4 hours of sleep a night for a year is certainly sleep deprivation. You may be at a point where your are flat out hallucinating. I know whereof I speak- I have had to be up around 36 hours in a row from time to time and I begin to have aural hallucinations but otherwise I will be functioning fine. I will hear people talking in the house, parties going on etc. Go to your doctor- tell him about your sleep and for god's sake get some pills before something very serious happens!!!! You dont need to tell the doctor what is going on and if you do only do it reluctantly.
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Mama BearX2

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Apr 26 '02

To answer all at once:
I don't have a twin or/and did not lose a sibling.
I've always had some types of experiences but most of them did start while I was pregnant with my youngest.
I always had an awful feeling when I was pregnant with her that something was going to take her from me when she was at a young age. I never figured out why I felt that way and the feeling's not present anymore...
Nancy
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