Mama BearX2
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Jun 23 '02
The only way that I'm managing to post this is by saving it 20, 000 000 times in Wordpad because as I was coming to the end of posting a reply, my computer was shut off ???
Anyways, to let you know what's been happening:
I took Sookie out for a walk and she was fine, took her to play in the backyard, she was fine. She's not growling at me at all, she's acting as though she's protecting me. She's standing guard of me, looking at me with this sad face and then looking at something else (that I can't see) and growling like she does if the girls are going in the neighbor's yard (she's protective of the girls and me since her pregnancy). She is vaccinated against rabbies and I called the vet whom, believe it or not, believes it's something going on in the home (spiritually, I can't believe a medical professional believes this stuff). She saw Sookie last week and everything is physically sound with her. I've been getting some tests done since Tank's death to be absolutely sure that she's in top health (maybe paranoid but better safe than sorry).
What you mentioned about Tank, I believe in that so much too. I've been drawing on him and his strength a lot since his passing, maybe as a way of helping me grieve his loss but I'm sure he's watching over his family! It's strange about him because before he died I had a dream about seeing him (I do think I posted about that - Sitting with wolves - in the dream section).
He was so protective for a young puppy and in-tuned with the kids like I've never seen! During the day one time, he was in quite a strange mood about staying close to Tina, whom in turn, was taken by ambulance to the emergency that very evening. He was her guardian, no doubt about that!
I've got white candles lit up in the living room and kitchen for now, the girls are back and Sookie is laying down with them on the fold out chairs while they are watching a movie. She isn't growling anymore, but she is still being watchful.
I've been praying my heart out for whatever this is to go away but I think that whatever is in this house is upset by the commotion of the last few weeks (moving) and especially upset that I'm trying to get "rid" of it and that Sookie is sensing it more than anyone else.
I'm smudging again this evening and hopefully, things will calm down. My friend's grand-father is coming back. He's had many experiences himself and as an elder, he knows traditions very well. I hope with our prayers combined once more, this wil settle down!
Will let you know what happens, hopefully nothing!