Ok, I'm not wacko, I know I'm not but something super weird happened late last night. At approx. 1h30 am, I heard a voice. I was trying to think hard about a dream (canoe dream) I had a few nights ago when out of the blue, a man's deep voice "Tina's going to die". It was a deep tone whisper, sent chills up my spine.
I didn't want to get freaked out and figured I would ask it to go away so I did ask, closed my eyes for a few seconds and said "Please go away, go to the white light". You know, thinking evil spirit or something playing tricks on me? I felt ok about doing this.
Well when I closed my eyes a few minutes later, and re-opened them again, right in my vision field, under my crucifix was written in red, almost bloody looking "Tina's going to die!"

Now I started again, although a lot more shocked by the writing I saw, to ask whatever this was to stop and go away! It did. That night, possibly because of hearing and seeing what I did, I dreamt a lot.
I went to visit my uncle with Tim and the girls. André has a very bitter teenage son and he bolted into the house with a gun in his hands, shooting at everything. Tina was shot in the head and died when we got to the hospital.
I saw her funeral and everything, how I was clinging to Emily so hard that I wouldn't let my own relatives take her from my arms, until I couldn't anymore, I blew a gasket, understandably so and screamed why why why my sweet angel and the nightmare ended with me punching my father's chest just out of a big emotional out-spiel and then Tim taking over and us mourning together.
I woke up and I was literaly crying. My pillow was soaked. The gut feeling I get from this is awful, there's a nagging sensation in my head, I'm frustrated because I can't pinpoint the voice!
How do I find out who spoke? How do I find out who wrote? How do I find out if this holds water?

You know what? I think you need to do some serious cleansing. I'm not so sure that the message is true. I'm thinking this is something very evil and nasty trying to scare you because it knows how much you love your children. I don't like the sounds of this at all.

You've had a lot of negative energy in your home lately and maybe this is why.

At first I was going to recommend you try getting an EVP, but I have to say I get a really, really bad feeling about this entity. I don't think you should mess with it at all. This is my humble opinion, but you might need a professional to come in and thoroughly cleanse your home. Please keep us informed about this!!

PookieBear, I agree. Nancy, I don't know what your religious views or preferences are, but I don't think this should be handled by yourself. It may be time to call in some help.

You mean a priest?
Since posting, I've had the same feeling Pookiebear mentioned, evil and trying to scare me when I'm vulnerable?
I've had some things happen here since moving but you know, nothing to that extent but still, I had smudged.
I'm not sure if it makes a difference but I didn't get the cubby upstairs. I can't stand at all going in there, it gives me the creeps. It's a long passage way that leads from one of the rooms up there to the other.

I have to agree with Poolie and Carrie....time to call in re-enforcements! As you hinted at, you're vulnerable right now. There is alot of negative energy coming from the house itself and this is being added to by you and Tim. I wouldn't mess with whatever this is..... if it's only trying to scare you then it did it's job and now you're even more "open" to other things.
Your dog went whacko a few days ago, a strange behaviour that was unlike her. Tim was being a jerk not so very long ago, you were resentful, your daughter has begun sharing things with you that are out of the blue and strange to you...... there is an energy in this house and it's not friendly. Get help and maybe get out for awhile at least until things settle down some.

I sure would like to know the history of this house.... it has been very active lately.

Nancy, keep in mind that you've been under so much stress lately, as Miss Grrl pointed out. Perhaps this is contributing to - even triggering - the activity? I know it's happened to me before and I recall another time that you were quite stressed and not sleeping much and were having some wild things happen. =(

I know this was a scary experience, but don't let it frighten you. I realize that's easier said than done, but if this is a negative entity, it will feed off of your fear. The more fearful you become, the more power it has. Don't give up your power.

Whatever it is, I think a good smudging or two would be in order. Do you still have smudge sticks?

Kell

Oh I wish I could get out of here for a while, I think that would do me and the girls a lot of good, even Tim for that matter.
No place to go but home though. My sister's due for Abigail anyday so she's been staying with our mom and is going to stay there again after having the baby. My sister has a very difficult time doing anything by herself for herself.

I will call my parish priest to see what type of reaction I get when I start talking...
Any advice on how I could bring this up to a priest? I'm assuming that they should all believe?

Nancy, all priests are different, some believe and some don't. I would just start by telling him that things have happened and you've been fightened. The priest may ask you if you've been to a doctor, don't be offended by that, he will have your wellfare in mind and will want to make sure that he does you no harm by discussing things that are evil. You have to remember that not long ago what was called possesion and haunting have now been attributed to mental illness. I hope you have a priest that will help you through this.

I agree with what Kell said. Both you and Tim have been under a great deal of emotional stress, this may allow you to be more susceptible to a negetive energy. The fear you have of it will allow it to remain strong. I feel that you need to bring happiness into your house, however you like to do it. Open all the windows and let the wind come in, have a family party for the fun of it, play your childrens favorite songs and sing them as loud as you can, let the girls make decorations and put them in the windows. Just some ideas for fun. You need to have fun as a family. How can such negative energy survive in a house that is joyful?

Keep us updated on how things go.

Renee =)

Hi MamaBear. I live with an evil entity myself, so I completely understand what you are going through. I have some suggestions you can try if you want to before calling in a priest. If these don't work, then definitely seek help. I would hate to see you or your children or pet be harmed. I know for a fact that negative energy makes an entity more powerful. It has happened to me and OrionsWatcher on our board had a demon in her apartment before moving that affected her husband.

The first thing I would suggest to you to do is smudge the house with white sage. Get a good bunch of it, get it lit good and go around your house, smudging with the smoke. Make sure you get it in all the corners and allow the smoke to reach up and around as far as possible. Next get you some sea salt. Sea salt is the best kind to have because it is pure and from a water element, so it holds more potency and power. Sprinkle it all around your house, making sure to get in all of the corners and against the wall. Make sure, as with the sage as well, that you start at one point in the house and follow around as best you can. The last thing I can suggest is lighting and burning the heck out of black candles. If you can't find black, white will work as well, but black is the best. It will ward off the most negativity.

I hope this helps, but if not, definitely call in someone that can help you. Good Luck! ((Hugs!))

I would start praying to the Arch Angerl Michael to remove this spirit from your home. Try some visualization exercises where you are in a peaceful spot with lots of warm white light around you. Concentrate on good feelings and love. Surround yourself with your loved ones and make sure they are in the warm light too. Control your breathing by taking in a breath, holding it to a count of 6 and letting it go out slowly.

Hopefully this isn't serious. Could your medication be causing any hallucinations? What are the side effects? And are you sure you were awake?

I'm sure I was awake, yes. I understand that the meds could cause some types of problems but the only one that I had was that one anxiety attack and have been ok since that.
ButterflyQueen, the sea salt is something that I have done in the last 2 places that I've lived and here as well but one thing, I didn't smudge here before circling the house with the sea salt, I did it after. I'm not sure but maybe I trapped something in here now...
Yes I still have a bunch of white sage and I can get more from my friend's grandfather.
I might get him to come over, he was the one that helped me smudge twice at the other house. Here, I did it by myself and figured it was enough.
I'm not so afraid of this though, I mean if someone, a loved one perhaps, was trying to warn me of something, I know that they would NOT do it in a cruel way. The way this happened was evil, no doubt about it, I mean hit a mother's heart huh?
No, I'm not letting it get the better of me at all, this is my house, these girls are God's angels whom I've been intrusted with while I live and breath in this body and with God on our side, he won't let no one hurt his angels!
Smudging it is...! Will let you know if anything goes on!
Thanks for all your thoughts and ideas!
Nancy

To me, having your friend's grandfather come over and smudge again might be a great idea.
You might want to mention to him that you did the salt first, and then smudged... and he will probably know how to work around that. Just a thought... =)

Hugs,
Mare

Well, since BQ mentioned my name, i better throw my two cents in as well. The demon that has attached himself to myhusband is still with him. I am not, however. I removed myself fromt he situation, and did a cleansing,a nd i am free from it. I would definitely reccomend smudging again, with your friends grandfathers help.I wish you the best of luck, and please keep us updated!

Nancy,

I'm glad you have such a good outlook on this situation!! Keep that great attitude and let us know how things are going =)

Cindy

A lot of good advice here and it sounds like you have a good handle on it.
If it is not psychological in nature (rising out of insecurities) then you may have a mean spirit on your hands. This is exactly what they would do. Try to get an emotional rise out of you any way possible. The more disturbing the better.
The best thing to do on a day to day case by case basis is remain emotionally unattached to anything it does. I strongly recommend smudging and whatever else you want to do but remove its food. It wants your emotional energy. Don't give it any. Not even anger. If it does anything just react by going, oh yeah, great, whatever or just recognize what it did and turn away or refuse to acknowledge anything at all.
I had problems with nasty spooks that kept messing with me. I refused to let me bother me. If anything weird happned I would just ignore it. Or say something to effect of so what or big deal and then ignore (sometimes it's not easy to ignore some of the stuff you see or hear).
They are victimizers. Don't be a victim. And they can't victimize you.

Mama Bear,
Let me start by saying that i have never had to deal wit anything like that and hope i never do.
But if you believe that your dreams are telling yu something,yours are saying alot.
My sister bought me a book for mt b-day that tells you what dreams mean.
According to it to dream of someone elses death means a birth or a warning that you need to slow down your taking on too much.Seeing someone killed by a gun means it's time to put an unpleasant period of life behind you and start afresh,dreaming of a cousin means your worries will fade away.
From reading your other posts, it sounds to me like this all pertains to what you've been going through.
I know it sounds weird, but with the dreams i've been having, the book pretty much summed up what i was going through too. I quit my job last Friday and have'nt had one of those dreams since.
Good Luck on everything,
Tess

Thanks, Tess! I'd say too that going by that book, it pretty much sums up what's been going on in MamaBear's life! How interesting!

Kell

Holy crow, what's that book Tess?
You know, the first time my sister was pregnant, I was the one for some reason to tell her she was.
She didn't believe me, even the home test showed she wasn't but well enough after a blood test, she found out she was.
Well for her pregnancy with Abigail, I dreamt of losing my Tina-Marie (my sister had Tina in the car and got in an accident in which sis survived and Tina didn't) and a friend of mine told me that dreaming about death meant birth... Well enough, I started to get a weird feeling about her and told her about it... same thing as before, home test, negative, blood test, positive and now we have Abigail.
Humm, that book could be dead on you know!
There have just been so much going on!

Mama Bear,
The book is called The Illustrated Dream Dictionary by Russell Grant,it's got everything you could imagine you'd dream about in it,and from my experiences, it's been pretty much on the money.
Tess

Thanks Tess, I'll be sure to look for that book, it already sounds wonderful!
Nancy