Mama BearX2
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Aug 14 '02
Thanks! I'm glad we did the sea salt right after smudging...
I will definitely keep thinking positively, I don't need the nasty things in my life.
My paxil has kicked in, helping me cope nicely (well, nicer :lol: ) with a lot of the stress and I'm feeling more comfortable about the marriage, feeling a great sense that we're on the right track and on top of that, I'm not being such a paranoid mother and I am letting my girls play in the backyard on their swings, etc while I'm in the house (ok, so I'm in the kitchen window staring at them but that's still a start :lol: )
I have time to myself, I MAKE THE TIME and I spoke to the "nasty" before smudging, as silly as I might have sounded, I told it that it wasn't welcome here and it wouldn't succeed in scaring me or anyone else here, and had to leave! The smudge was the good kick in the butt it needed to know I would back up my words!
Miss Grrl, the symbolizing over windows and doors sounds like a wonderful idea. I'm going to do that and I feel that will give me added comfort, to keep remembering my faith will always get me through (and you guys of course :lol: )
Thanks!
Nancy