NDEs. Always a good subject for controversy.
I've never had one.
In one psychic experience (I was awake) I went to a mountain top and met up with a bunch of friends I didn't remember. It was like coming home to friends you've had for ever and ever, completely accepting, without judgement, and happy as all heck to see me again. I felt bad I couldn't remember who they were but it was great to see them again (in the feeling).
Was that a fantasy?
Firing neurons?
Total imagination?
Lucifer was called Morningstar too. Beloved of God.
I can't imagine to understand why one of the closest beings to God would suddenly become evil.
Who can claim to know what exactly is in store for us. We only have faith for that.
That would be a real nasty trick to be able to fake those feelings and goodness.
I wonder like Kim does. Is everything we believe only because we believe it. Can the mind of mortal man understand what is really to come. Do we create things like heaven to make us feel better? Justify actions? Set boundries? The ultimate negative and positive reinforcements?
Just as long as when this body dies I get to be closer to God. It would be nice to have all kinds of other things. But just as long as at least some of this fog is removed and I get to experience my Creator more, I'm happy.
And if nothing exists after this, NDE's are just chemical reactions in the dying brain, then it really won't matter because you won't know you don't exist anymore.
Now don't go thinking of any of this before falling asleep tonight.
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