Hi everyone,
After my Mother died last month, hubby really got on me about all my friends hanging around. He kept calling it an "infestation" and I agreed to clean it up. I am used to my visitors, but under the circumstances he was right. I wasn't strong enough to protect myself from negativity so I put up all my precautions and rituals.
The night before last, something slammed into the house? It felt like the moon landed on it. Curt felt it, but he was so tired he really didn't care? LOL I think I was attacked, or an attempted attack.
I have always left myself pretty open, I felt I always had the strength to do so. Lately I feel not so strong and with deciding to protect myself I think someone isn't liking it?
Anyone else ever have something like this happen? I have read about attacks, but never had one.
Thanks,
Piggerita

Wow, Curt must have been tired if he did not care something hit the house! Maybe with all your protection up, your spirit overcompensated in an effort to get attention.

I have had really bad vibes from strangers, but can't say I have ever been attacked. When we first moved here occasionally we would hear a big thud in the attic, the house would shake, things would rattle and then nothing. The space is small and unused (by us!) We would just laugh it off as a cliche, but you have to wonder what could cause it.

Jeannie I have looked at every possible reason for the loud bang, thud? I can't really describe it, it was like something large hit our house?
I was awake here, on SpiritKeep actually? LOL
Curt no longer remembers me waking him up, he says he must have been talking in his sleep. I was scared and went directly to him asking him to get up! Hope my neighbors didn't see me in my pj's and his huge tennies and coat roaming around the outside of the house. LOL
I checked out the roof, nothing. All I got for my nightime travels is a bad cold!
But I have to keep figuring out what it was? It felt to me, something wanted in? I get those feelings ya' know?
And look at me? I feel like something wants in so I go out looking for it? LOL
Yeah, I used to get alot of odd sounds in my home, never paid alot of attention. But this was outside, and lately it's been very quiet on the homefront. Almost kinda lonely?
Oh well, maybe I will never know? Just wondering if anyone ever had this happen before.
Thanks,
Piggerita

Peg, I've had the experience of being attacked a few times. While I usually do some kind of protection, the second time was really scary. The first time I was sleeping and all of a sudden I saw my ex, who was my husband at the time, attacking me with lightening bolts. I tried to hide, but it's hard to run from lightening bolts. I hid behind a garbage can...and then woke up. Thinking it was just a dream, I cuddled up to my quartz sphere and went back to sleep. Again I was attacked, only this time, the Quartz took the attack. If she hadn't been with me I know I would have been dead! The second time I had a dream that 2 men were trying to get into my house (where I used to live with my ex) and they broke in and held guns, loaded and ready to fire. I woke up VERY quickly, and had the fear throughout my body. I lit sage, and trembled for quite awhile before deciding that it was just a dream. As I entered the dream state I heard this really manevolent voice telling me that nothing would protect me. I showed him the amethyst I was wearing and he laughed in my face and called it a puny stone. Needless to say I was really scared. When I woke up in the morning I noticed that the sage stick that I had put out that night, had burnt down to ashes and the wing that I had been using for protection had a burn mark through it, like it had taken a hit for me. I know these are not the same experiences like you had, and it taught me to 'watch my back' and not take anything for granted!!

My Grandmother helped me when I was younger, she died when I was 16 years old. And she had warned me to stay away from certain things, she was also a sensitive. My Mom was also, but she only acknowledged it from time to time, didn't like talking about it.
So, I pretty much over 30 years left myself open. And I was always stronger than whatever negative entered my home. Until recently, losing Mom, my sons being sick. It takes its toll on you and your not as mentally strong as you normally would be. In other words, "easily taken advantage of!"
I knew something was wrong when hubby started seeing shadow ppl and he said I was running a hotel for wayward spirits! Some of them had been with me for many years, some I didn't know. Never did figure out who they were. But I felt safe with the spirits of loved ones here that looked over me. Until Mom died. I helped her cross over ( I think?) and when I came home, everyone was gone. My spirits have been gone now for a month. I have dreams and some ppl tell me that they are just helping Mom on the other side. But I deeply feel that when I helped Mom, they all went together forever. Probably figured out Peggy is old enough now to watch over herself.
But in feeling this, alot of my Grandmothers warnings came back to me, so I took action?
I will not let negativity dwell in my home or in my family. Nowhere near me.
Hindsight is 20/20, so sorry Grandma! LOL
Love ya'
Piggerita

Hi Peg, thanks for everything last nite. I didn't exactley have the sage but whatever I did worked because it was pissed. I was up till about 3 or 4 in the morning listening to voices, footsteps, feeling cold spots, and the constant smell of something burning (and it wasn't sage, I couldn't find any). Genius me kept his backpack with the new testament in the backpocket in the hallway. After I read your message I got up to grab it and at that exact moment I heard footstep in my bedroom heading for the door. I turned on the hallway light and it worked cause the thing never got farther than my bedroom door. After I foiled it's attemp to stop me it was pissed and it let me know it. Stomping, coldspots, this sensation of pure anger, It wasn't happy.
At the moment it left, I felt a cool breeze go by me except it wasn't the sensation of anger I felt, more like a calming relaxing sensation. At that moment the sensation of anger was driven away. Pretty freaky yet cool at the same time. I eventually got a few hours of sleep and am heading out for some supplies. I aint chancing a second night. One thing bugs me though, what was the cool breeze that went by me? I know it wasn't the same spirit I pissed off. Any ideas? After last nite I'm pretty much open to them.