Big ((Hugs)) to you Hallow. Thank-you for sharing your NDE experience. A very personal experience. I'm glad that you are here with us.
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Although many of the stories I have read talked of the tunnel and white light and seeing loved ones passed, not all have. I have read of others that had experiences similar to yours. I am in no way an expert in this area so my following thoughts are merely just that, my personal thoughts on it. In some of the things you said it sounds like there were some troubled times you had experienced and situations that you felt less than proud of your actions. Well I can safely say that you are surely not alone there. Gosh when I reflect back on my life I have a long list myself (as I would bet most people do) that I dread having to face when the time comes for the life reveal portion when making the final transition. Perhaps if we still have a ways to go with learning the lessons we came here to learn that a less than euphoric experience, as I imagine being in the white light would be, is what is required to clearly provide a message that one can return back with, a message that shows the changes required to take the path you are destined to be on. I'm sorry that you had a time that you were so unhappy with yourself. You spoke of a dark fuzzy place which sounds like the same place you were in in life at that time. If our soul feels sad and dark maybe that is projected out when a life threatening trauma, which you must have gone through, leads to an NDE. ((Hugs)) Please don't feel embarassed with this experience and in telling it for you were blessed to have been given the opportunity to see and understand what will make your life better and to find peace within. I am so sorry though that you had to go through a life threatening trauma though. I am grateful to you for talking about it for I too have learned something by it. To only hear of the white light NDE's I do not believe that others can learn as much, other than there is a better place we will all go to one day. The one day when the time is right. When it is meant to be or as many others have said as it has been pre-determined in your chart. I suppose that is why so many have returned, it was not time. I have learned from the white light stories not to fear death and from stories like yours that we all need take a long look in the mirror and make the changes, that we alredy know deep inside, that need to be made. Changes for yourself, ones that will help make your time here truly what it should be. Like ridding ourselves of negative thoughts and emotions.
That phone call to your friend, wow, I wonder how that happened?
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I am also curious about the beings you felt were there with you - did you feel a sense of comfort knowing they were there? Hope I am not prying by asking that and please no worries if you do not want to speak anymore on this. Thanks again Hallow for sharing this amazing experience. I am so glad that it has helped you and that you are no longer feeling the way you were at that time. =)
Still need to have a look at those other sites - I will.
Cat =)