Forums · Eugene...........
Hi everyone,
I wanted to share something with anyone interested. I have written in the past (way past, my bad!) about having five spirits in my home. I can sense their distinctive personalities as they come and go. They aren't here 100% of the time, they kind of visit on a regular basis. Ok, now I am rambling =)
But this has proven to me that as well as people being scared of the spirits, they can also be scared of the living.
I never could figure out my fifth wheel as I called this particular spirit for more than 25 years. I never felt anything threatening so I just let it go a long time ago.
My middle son moved back home (almost divorce, averted though) for a few weeks.
Bobby is also a sensitive, with issues about it. He doesn't like it, had closed his mind for many years until his NDE.
One night I came home from work and Bobby asked me, "who is the kid in the red coat?" He seen color? Well, that amazed me. I couldn't figure out who it was much less see color!
I was extremely surprised, not only had he identified my fifth wheel, but was talking about it.
I went to my pictures and pulled out the pic's my Mom had given me many years ago to keep. Mom had a child (actually three) that had been murdered by his father many years before I was born. My so-called "fifth wheel" is Eugene and he is scared of me. Me? One picture Mom gave me of my brother Eugene was special to her. ( I had never shown these pics to anyone) She pointed out the black and white pic and commented that this was one of the last pictures of Eugene before he died. Mom commented that the coat was red. Bobby looked at the pic and confirmed that this was the child he seen. Several times, in my home.
Now that I am aware this is Eugene, I have tried talking to him. I have even tried being playful. He evidently likes Bobby and its apparent to me that he isn't so sure about me or something of that nature? I can still feel his presence but he keeps his distance, so to speak.
And the fear I have for my brother Eugene is that because of the violent manner of his death, he hasn't moved on, he isn't with our Mom. I do feel this to be the case. And I feel bad for basically ignoring him all my life. I have (much younger) had experiences with his/our sister Mary. I just never put "two and two" together.
But it really rings that he is scared of me. Or possibly I have ignored him so long he's mad at me?
Does anyone have any thoughts about my, as usual, complex situation?
When I sense Eugene I talk to him, (all one-sided) sometimes at length? I have spoke to him as a child, as an adult (just in case). I tell him that I do love him. I have outright asked my Mother, who is passed, to help him?
Any thoughts or experiences?
Thanks and hugs to everyone,
Piggerita
I wanted to share something with anyone interested. I have written in the past (way past, my bad!) about having five spirits in my home. I can sense their distinctive personalities as they come and go. They aren't here 100% of the time, they kind of visit on a regular basis. Ok, now I am rambling =)
But this has proven to me that as well as people being scared of the spirits, they can also be scared of the living.
I never could figure out my fifth wheel as I called this particular spirit for more than 25 years. I never felt anything threatening so I just let it go a long time ago.
My middle son moved back home (almost divorce, averted though) for a few weeks.
Bobby is also a sensitive, with issues about it. He doesn't like it, had closed his mind for many years until his NDE.
One night I came home from work and Bobby asked me, "who is the kid in the red coat?" He seen color? Well, that amazed me. I couldn't figure out who it was much less see color!
I was extremely surprised, not only had he identified my fifth wheel, but was talking about it.
I went to my pictures and pulled out the pic's my Mom had given me many years ago to keep. Mom had a child (actually three) that had been murdered by his father many years before I was born. My so-called "fifth wheel" is Eugene and he is scared of me. Me? One picture Mom gave me of my brother Eugene was special to her. ( I had never shown these pics to anyone) She pointed out the black and white pic and commented that this was one of the last pictures of Eugene before he died. Mom commented that the coat was red. Bobby looked at the pic and confirmed that this was the child he seen. Several times, in my home.
Now that I am aware this is Eugene, I have tried talking to him. I have even tried being playful. He evidently likes Bobby and its apparent to me that he isn't so sure about me or something of that nature? I can still feel his presence but he keeps his distance, so to speak.
And the fear I have for my brother Eugene is that because of the violent manner of his death, he hasn't moved on, he isn't with our Mom. I do feel this to be the case. And I feel bad for basically ignoring him all my life. I have (much younger) had experiences with his/our sister Mary. I just never put "two and two" together.
But it really rings that he is scared of me. Or possibly I have ignored him so long he's mad at me?
Does anyone have any thoughts about my, as usual, complex situation?
When I sense Eugene I talk to him, (all one-sided) sometimes at length? I have spoke to him as a child, as an adult (just in case). I tell him that I do love him. I have outright asked my Mother, who is passed, to help him?
Any thoughts or experiences?
Thanks and hugs to everyone,
Piggerita
Hi Peg,
I agree it sounds like little Eugene is still earthbound. =( That is so sad that he died at the hands of his father. Makes sense that he would be afraid of others. Interesting that he seems to be drawn to Bobby though, there must be something about Bobby that he is relating with? I know you mentioned Bobby is not comfortable with being sensitive but maybe he can help Eugene to cross over? I wonder why someone hasn't already come for him, unless they have but he is not willing to go? I certainly don't know for sure but I don't think it is anything you did or didn't do that has made him unresponsive (so to speak) to your attempts to reach him. He's probably just scared in general and not very trusting of most adults. Maybe now that you are recognizing him by name you may eventually be able to get through to help him cross. At this point though I think Bobby is likely your best to help Eugene. Keep us posted Peg.
Hugs, Cat
I agree it sounds like little Eugene is still earthbound. =( That is so sad that he died at the hands of his father. Makes sense that he would be afraid of others. Interesting that he seems to be drawn to Bobby though, there must be something about Bobby that he is relating with? I know you mentioned Bobby is not comfortable with being sensitive but maybe he can help Eugene to cross over? I wonder why someone hasn't already come for him, unless they have but he is not willing to go? I certainly don't know for sure but I don't think it is anything you did or didn't do that has made him unresponsive (so to speak) to your attempts to reach him. He's probably just scared in general and not very trusting of most adults. Maybe now that you are recognizing him by name you may eventually be able to get through to help him cross. At this point though I think Bobby is likely your best to help Eugene. Keep us posted Peg.
Hugs, Cat